Better than Me
He didn't understand my melancholia. My anger, my hurt pride, the... Pain of seeing him, in that position - not so much for what he was, but because of what it meant about him. What he was becoming.
"You said you wouldn't admit it in public"
"And that saddens me - because you never lied, before"
"And that saddens me - because you never lied, before"
He gave me one of those long stares.
In the darkness, his onyx eyes seemed so shiny.
It was the sparks of torches, reflecting and flickering within.
"This one does not lie", he said. "Witholds truth"
"But, why sorrowful?", he asked. "Alejandro loves lie"
"But, why sorrowful?", he asked. "Alejandro loves lie"
And I felt my mood sink as others dug into the past, and bit my tongue.
I bit my tongue because all I wanted to do was cry, softly:
"But you're supposed to be better than me"