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#16
Screen Shots & Obituaries / Re: Connor Bootpolisher
October 20, 2023, 05:09:11 PM
Noo, my fav doc pc of v6! I will miss him!
#17
Dear Andvari Lawcleaver,

I spoke to the Legate after the trial, because I disagreed with the ruling. I worry that the lack of any sort of punishment will just encourage people to recklessly plunder tombs, read aloud dangerous hex magic, and the like.

His largest point of feedback was that the way the Brooking law is written didn't cover this case and we both agreed that due to the revival of an ancient spirit, Desecration would have made the most sense. He also suggested Treason, since the actions endangered the Well, but I imagine it would be difficult to prove they were done with any intent or energy.

My recommendation would be for you, the other Janissaries, and any Voiced who you count among your supporters to work to pass new legislation or amend previously existing legislation.

The Well lacks a good law to cover accidental actions that will likely cause the deaths of numerous people. Reckless Endangerment is written in a way where it only covers one extremely specific example of such.

I also conferred with my Master and he and I both agree that if Brooking laws don't cover accidental releases of spirits, djinn, and other horrors, then they should never be considered Serious. We would not consider Murder a "serious crime" just because it happened 30 steps from the walls of the Well.

I think your prosecution was sound, but the combination of past grievances between Legate Domhnall and the Janissaries made him unwilling to give any slack here.

Working to amend the laws is the ideal step forward.

Regards,
Apothar Estellise Azimi
#18
We love you, Halfbrood!
#19
Screen Shots & Obituaries / Re: Odmaus Squeev
October 17, 2023, 09:41:14 PM
Nooooooo, not SQUEEV
#20
Correspondence / [A reply is sent]
October 17, 2023, 12:57:36 PM
Dear Aurelio,

You truly do not care, do you?

Fascinating. Well, not really. It is precisely what I expected from one of their thralls.

I wonder if the man you used to be would have cared or if your true nature has always been nothing more than a wretch drunk on war and killing.

You would do well to seek out my Apprentices in person if you wish their aid with your war efforts.

Regards,
Apothar Estellise Azimi
#21
Correspondence / [A reply is sent]
October 17, 2023, 03:39:16 AM
Dear Aurelio,

I wasn't going to reply as I despise war efforts, but your tone was sufficiently irritating.

During the last state-sanctioned special operation, everyone involved murdered a bunch of children.

Such behavior is expected of the Banda Rossa, but perhaps you should ask Sister Selsi for a full report sometime.

Best,
Apothar Estellise Azimi
#22
Awww I really liked Ferric! I will miss him!
#23
Journals and Musings / Farewell, High Priestess
October 15, 2023, 03:14:19 PM
Kanön Hray 14th, IY 7787

I'm not a monster. I am a seer.

Ten days ago I warned her.

I told her to stand down now, but she didn't listen. She grew weary of the imminent and wished more and more and MORE.

I'm not guilty. She brought this upon herself.

Hypatia is still capable of bluffing. I don't believe that she desired any of this. Mari Blacke was useful to the Sisters in some way, otherwise, why was she welcomed into their whispering circle so frequently?

Actually, when you think about it, her death is your fault and not mine at all.

My conscience is unbothered by these events. They will benefit the Well in the long run.
#24
Correspondence / [A reply is left near the door]
October 12, 2023, 08:37:09 PM
Dear Zain,

Expertly done. Keep it in the communal chest and make certain your fellow Nadiri know not to remove it or I will be extremely irritated.

It is vital that I have easy access to a grapple gun for important meetings with the Glaziers.

Regards,
Apothar Estellise Azimi
#25
Kanön Hray 11th, IY 7787

My emotional state is leveling out substantially.

The back-to-back deaths of two wretches Dustwink and Anais surely have something to do with it.

As my glee settles, I must wonder at Cosine's inconsistent morality and whether it will prove problematic in other ways for me. Why protect so fervently something as dangerous and destructive as Ao but help me kill his Apprentice and callously shove his body into a trash chute?

If he values mechanisms more than human lives, that will certainly cause problems.

I suppose I only have myself to blame. My Apprentices both have been engulfed in the long shadow I cast. Both have been consumed by the Witch's Darkness. I have a strong moral fiber despite it all, but they are more malleable and easily influenced.

I need to come up with a plan to perhaps fix this before it gets worse.
#26
I loved this crazy guy
#27
Journals and Musings / Restlessness
October 09, 2023, 06:13:14 PM
Kanön Hray 8th, IY 7787

I was initially very excited but now I'm just growing restless.

Are they going to do anything at all?

An invitation to the coffee shop to talk about Velan Volandis novels? I have never been so disappointed in my life.

What was I expecting? Betrayed by the Torchbearers, they still went into the Depths with them. Have I misjudged the Sisters?

I go out of my way to change the course of events, but if their design is just to accept the future as immutable, and wait for it to occur, is this approach not what is to be expected?

Does this explain how all their acts have been to undo our own works? They do not wish for the licenses, they only wish to stifle change.

They stole the meteor fragment and refused to listen to the Legate's orders to cooperate. Even now, they go out of their way to hide important security details from my Apprentices, to keep them out of meetings, so they can protect the city alone.

What reason have they to fear my Apprentices or me? They hold all the power and influence by virtue of being completely uninteresting, unassuming, asking for nothing, and doing nothing.

One could argue that they are doing plenty and it is concealed, but at that point, who cares?

If I dig a hole in the ground, bury a ring in it, and immediately fill it in with dirt, I cannot sit and smirk knowingly at the first traveler to come along. "I know something you don't."

From the traveler's perspective, nothing has occurred. It matters little that a ring is beneath his feet. It is intrigue for the sake of intrigue and why I despise the Gellemedes of this place.

I will save this place from the Disaster one way or another. If I do not succeed in this cycle, I will ensure that my successor knows where I went wrong.

Could I have done more from within this massive collective of Sisters, Balladeers, Torchbearers, and Sandstone College?

I feel most are subservient to the Sisters either directly or indirectly, and I'm also aware that I have tried that and for one reason or another, it did not work.

What fates came for me in those cycles?

Was I molded into the perfect reactionary? Was I convinced that the Disaster should occur and just sat by and let it?

Was I killed during Discernment for speaking out against my superiors? I could see this, but I can't imagine the other option.

I could never be the type of person who blocks the moves of others but takes none of my own. I could never smile and go on picnics and convince everyone that I am no danger to them, that I am their friend who will never do or say anything against them.

I am uncharacteristically emotional right now. I am both angry and crying and I hate it.

If you can read this, and I haven't completely misjudged everything, then I feel I owe you an apology. My words are disrespectful here, but the purpose of this journal is to still my thoughts so I can better handle the world. The only way that it works is if I do not hold back.

I suppose I will content myself with my research until the election draws near.
#28
Kanön Hray 2nd, IY 7787

When someone passes a law making it a capital crime to damage shrines, then they shouldn't be surprised when the people turn their weapons upon the priests instead.

Break a religious brazier or an altar and it's death!

Punch or stab Mari Blacke? Minor crime!

Break every bone in her body? Serious crime!

It's not how I would choose to do things, satisfying or not, as I am a Fatespinner. However, I feel that this law's passing was somewhat myopic.

I despise her so much. Why is she so popular among the Balladeers and Sisters? She is not a useful ally. Her heresy is irritating. She is useless useless useless useless useless! She just EXISTS in all her smarmy, arrogant glory. The future is clear that if she is allowed to take power, the results would be disastrous! You can see the future even better than I can, so WHY would you allow this?

Is this the move that dwells in your heart?

You know I must counter it, right?

I refuse to believe that you like or see value in this woman. No one I respect so much would.
#29
Correspondence / [A reply is sent]
October 01, 2023, 11:58:44 PM
Dear Hypatia,

I enjoyed your poem a lot. Small animals are my favorite, admittedly. And your poem is extremely evocative and makes me wish I could see and pet this fox.

I wanted to write you something in turn and then I recalled that I was rather overwhelmed when I first came to the Well by the dune mice that dwell all over.

Here is a poem I wrote about one. I wished to challenge myself to write in a similar style, so I hope you enjoy that too.


QuoteIn sands of gold, a clever mouse
With fur as soft as whispered rhyme
It scurries low, light, and dainty
In realms where giants bide their time

With tiny paws, it weaves its path
Through dunes that rise like mountains grand
A nimble heart and fearless spirit
In this vast sea of endless sand

Though small in frame, its wisdom vast
A master of the arid maze
With grace, it dances on the plains
In moonlit, starry, desert haze

So let us learn from this small friend
Whose size belies its strength and wits
In life's grand tapestry, we find
That greatness comes in many bits

Regards,
Estellise Azimi
#30
Correspondence / [A letter for Domhnall]
October 01, 2023, 03:10:26 PM
Dear Domhnall,

Here is my astrological assessment for Kanön Hray.


QuoteLove:
With doors wide open, love blossoms amid the uncertainty of the times. Relationships deepen as individuals seek warmth and connection in the face of looming conflicts. Love is both a refuge and a source of strength during these trying days.

Violence:
The cold war with Qa'im casts a long shadow, fostering an atmosphere of tension and unease. While open doors may encourage diplomacy, the threat of violence lurks beneath the surface. Caution and restraint are essential to prevent the eruption of hostilities.

Discovery:
The openness of Kanön Hray extends to the realm of knowledge and exploration. Seekers and scholars find opportunities to unearth long-buried secrets and embark on journeys of self-discovery. This is a time for profound revelations and breakthroughs in understanding.

Profit:
Economic prospects are influenced by the delicate geopolitical balance. While opportunities for profit exist, the volatile climate demands careful financial planning and risk assessment. Adaptive strategies are essential to navigate these uncertain waters.

Betrayal:
As doors open to all guests, the risk of betrayal is heightened. Spies and informants may exploit the newfound openness to sow discord and treachery. Trust should be extended cautiously, and vigilance maintained in all dealings.

I'm uncertain if you're still doing the newsletter at this point. I can cease sending these if you are not, since they are written in a somewhat more sensationalist tone than I tend to prefer, given that they are for a publication.

Still, even if you do not publish them, I hope they are useful to you in your daily life.

Regards,
Estellise Azimi