A Little Lesson
Last evening left me thinking about how much I like teaching... And how I wish more people would hire me. There's some pleasure in gathering the disparate pieces of evidence, all the matters I have record of, and weaving out of them a narrative. I suppose it is just another case where the arts of the storyteller and the historian meet. But there is a thrill in the improvisational aspects of it, the leaps of deduction and fancy, the questions, the telling. When one is in conversation, history feels alive and ringing, and one can almost feel it all arround us.
The topic, I suppose, didn't hurt either. A lovely one. Even if it made me tearful, at times. I suppose it was to be expected. He and I both have had our own burdens on the topic. In different ways, of course. I suppose that is one thing I failed to touch in my lesson. How multi-faceted it can be. How the heart can break (and bloom) in a thousand different ways. It tried, at least, to be supportive and inspiring. All one can do in these situations, really.
"Well, it's fine, because it's not serious", he shrugged.
Warding himself against the future, my poor friend.
I sighed. "Yes. You do keep saying that".
Warding himself against the future, my poor friend.
I sighed. "Yes. You do keep saying that".